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我應該怎麼往下說?
                                                                               
海風吹的人頭疼，頭疼的太陽比海風更狠。
                                                                               
好多事情，發生的順序我都無法肯定。
                                                                               
我只知道，不知道從什麼時候開始，
                                                                               
身上沾染了洗刷不掉的腥味，來自食物如蝦蟹比目海藻魚鯛鯖鱸;
                                                                               
手掌皮膚也沾染了粗糙，還有曬乾後的鹽巴結晶，
                                                                               
掌紋變的好單純，面相變的好深刻，
                                                                               
這是不是代表我的命運曾幾何時 也得以擁有單純深刻的可能啊。
                                                                               
頭髮乾黃如稻草，無時無刻;
                                                                               
頭髮濕潤亦如 海風吹撫海草，無時無刻。
                                                                               
但我忘記了，事情的前因後果 組成邏輯;
                                                                               
令頭髮潮濕乾鹹的究竟是海風? 又還是 為了我頭髮的潮濕乾鹹 才會有海風吹撫呢?

我到底該怎麼往下說?
                                                                               
按照事情的順序已經是不大可能的事了。
                                                                               
或是就按照我剛剛說到的地方繼續下去?
                                                                               
這樣子的話，我就非得先講我和蜘蛛男兩個人 在撒網後片刻隨即，
                                                                               
抓到一隻很大很大我是說，比我們整隻瓶子還要大上許多十倍的魚。
                                                                               
我們從其口部深入敵陣，這隻可憐的腔棘，嚥不下瓶子反而噎住。
                                                                               
從其體內吃起，飽到下一次月圓，還打包魚肝回去。(喔 我一定要推薦那魚肝的啊!!)
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
但那事如果就這樣說下去是很沒意義的，
因為它包含了過多的細節(魚的種類，長度，大小，型狀...)
                                                                               
過多的想法(好不好吃? 鹹淡? 飽不飽? 害不害怕?)
過多的經過(怎麼樣讓那大腔棘吞下瓶子並且噎到? 我們怎麼在肚子裡生火? 並且離開?)
                                                                               
過多的單調(相信我，你不會想聽我重複一遍通過魚的腸臟和肛門的經過!)
                                                                               
                                                                               
所以我不打算繼續這個無甚特殊(但或許十分危險)的經過。
                                                                               
這個經過的結局也單調的可以:
我們在瓶子裡面架起了長長的曬架，並且持需地吃魚肉乾，直到連蜘蛛男都討饒為止。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
"ㄟ，不然，你可以說說我們掉進那個巨人瞳孔裡的事情?
 我們不是在那裡遇見了幽默 還有輪迴嗎? 那兩個老頭子真是..." 蜘蛛男插嘴。
                                                                               
                                                                               
"THANK YOU!!!"
                                                                               
這個提議是不錯，我對那件事情尤有餘悸，印象深刻。
過程也的確不怎麼單調，反而頗有趣...
"可是..."
                                                                               
你這傢伙! 把所有的引人入勝，所有的出乎意料
都在一句短短的反詰問句裡面 給全部抖露出來了嘛!
                                                                               
你比 吳X翔 搶先海利喬奧斯蒙 跟我說: "靈異第六感裡的布魯斯威利是鬼~" 還要糟!
                                                                               
雷都被你爆光了，誰還會往下看啊...
                                                                               
我這個人雖然沒有什麼長處，個性也軟趴趴的像一堆章魚，
                                                                               
但是對於講故事的形式美感還是有一點近乎無理的堅持。
                                                                               
那種美感啊，我自己也不好意思說是怎麼樣的美麗，
                                                                               
但絕對不是這種地雷式的結局轟炸。
                                                                               
"謝謝你! 笨蜘蛛!"
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
"那...你可以說你最記得的那件事嘛..."
ASako坐在瓶子外面，隨著海面的起伏，呼吸。
                                                                               
我在瓶子裡面，魚乾和魚乾之間，瓶壁間縱橫著的是失去黏性的蛛網。
                                                                               
透過那些縱橫和腥臭，我瞧著ASako 幾近透明的臉，映著銀色的月，
                                                                               
海面上一輪完滿，烏黑，幾近透明的長髮，
                                                                               
溫暖的。 盈實的。
                                                                               
滿月的光。
                                                                               
                                                                               
那是在我眼中，AS ako還存有顏色的時候。
                                                                               
她輕輕的敲打著瓶身，不能免俗的敲打我的心跳。
                                                                                                                                
AS ako是透明而盈滿的，
                                                                               
銀白，似乎吐露滿月的秘密。

                                                                           
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我到底該怎麼開始?
                                                                               
想著想著，
                                                                               
我們似乎靠岸了。