到今天為止,我都不知道這到底是不是夢,
                                                                         
但我曾經有這樣一個夢:
                                                                  
高三那年的春末夏初。
                                                                               
每晚都會開夜車到兩三點。
                                                                               
                                                                               
很涼快的一個夜晚吧我記得。
                                                                               
我是不喜歡冷氣的。
                                                                               
所以我特地掉轉頭和腳的位置,頭睡在床尾的方向。
                                                                               
為的是床尾的那側,左邊正對著窗戶。
                                                                               
窗外的自然風是初夏的微風,
                                                                               
公寓四樓的高度或許正好。

        ---
                                                                               
總之我這樣子睡了。
                                                                               
床鋪的右側是房門。
                                                                               
門並沒有關緊,門外的走廊留有一盞小燈。
                                                                               
(奶奶的習慣說法是這樣可以長保家中光明,
所以我們家都稱之為光明燈。)
                                                                               
                                                                               
我背向門,面向著左側的窗戶。
                                                                               
背後的微光也不見得多光明。
                                                                               
                                                                               
正迷迷呼呼進入夢鄉之際,
                                                                               
忽然聽到了"碰"的一聲。
                                                                               
是那種用了一點力,赤腳踏在我們家木造地板上的聲音。
                                 
                                                                                
我相信,你在一個家裡生活久了,
各種聲音你真的或多或少都能辨認。
                                                                               
                                                                               
"碰" 又一聲。
                                                                               
這聲更大。 與方才那聲間隔不超過兩秒。
                                                                               
                                                                               
正想著到底是哪個王八蛋走路那麼用力。
                                                                               
忽然想起,
                                                                               
誰踏出一步之後要隔兩秒才踏第二步啊?
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
一瞬間忽然明白。
                                                                               
是怎樣的腳步才會這樣造成如此間隔的巨響。
                                                                               
                     
                                                                                
那是在跳。
                                                                               
有人在跳。
                                                                               
                                                                               
思緒是電光石火。
                                                                               
但才想完,又"碰"的一聲。
                                                                               
這聲更大了。
                                                                               
又了解另一個事實:
                                                                               
聲音越跳越大不代表越跳越用力,
                                                                               
(畢竟我們家的天花板高度有限。)
                                                                               
而恰恰代表了,
                                                                               
這個人,
                                                                               
越跳越近...

                                                                                
"碰" 又是一聲。
                                                                               
已經近在房門了。
                                                                               
我心想:
                                                                               
該不會是我弟弟熬夜看完飛俠阿達在那邊心生嚮往 練輕功吧?
                                                                               
(我自己也做過這種蠢事...)
                                                                               
但現在真的不是很好的時間!
                                                                               
想開口罵,
                                                                               
                                                                               
卻,
                                                                               
出不了聲?
                                                                               
                 
                                                                               
想要坐起來,開燈,
                                                                               
卻 動彈不得??
                                                                               
                                                                               
意志卻是清醒,
                                                                               
心想:
                                                                               
該不會...
                                                                               
真的被我遇到了吧...
                                                                               
                                                                               
"碰" (咿~~呀)
                                                                               
"碰" "碰"
                                                                               
這個聲音的主人推開了房門(而且推法就是那種很恐怖的鬼片開門法)
                                                                               
跳到了

                                                                                 
"我的背後"
                                                                               
                                                                               
我面向窗子,
                                                                               
在窗子旁的牆上,門外走廊透進來昏暗的小燈光
                                                                               
拉出了一道長長的黑影。
                                                                               
那是一個人或是物體,遮住了光源的一部份,(而且他離光源的距離一定比我近)
                                                                               
才會在牆上拉出這樣一個狹長而完整的影子。
                                                                               
                                                                               
等一下,
                                                                               
完整?
                                                                               
在不知不覺中,
我的眼睛已是全身上下唯一可以自由運作的器官了,
                                                                               
但定睛望去,

                                                                               
牆上的黑影,
                                                                               
有兩支長長的腳,
                                                                               
一個看不出輪廓的頭,只能確定他並不是長髮,
                                                                               
                                                                               
就"完整"了。
                                                                               
                                                                               
但是在他的全身輪廓裡,
                                                                               
找不到
                                                                               
"手"
                                                                               
兩條臂膀。 對。
                                                                               
在身體兩側應該是手臂連接肩膀的部份,
                                                                               
卻是光禿禿的,平滑。

                                                                               
沒有手臂。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我已經說不出話了。
                                                                               
也想不出什麼了。
                                                                               
只能愣住,發呆。
                                                                               
                                                                               
眼睛也閉不起來了。
                                                                               
                                                                               
只見牆上的黑影 屈膝,
                                                                               
蹲的非常非常低,(大概就比蹲大號在低一點,)
                                                                               
然後一跳---
             
                                                                               
只聽得我的床鋪"碰的一聲"
                                                                               
                                                                               
這個沒有手的人跳到了我的床上來!!!
                                                                               
                                                                               
兩腳剛好落在我身體的兩側。
                                                                               
                                                                               
蹲踞著。
                                                                               
頭彷彿很好奇的打量著我。
                                                                               
我可以感覺到我的左耳後方這個"人"呼出的熱氣。
                                                                               
                                                                               
以及他正在打量我的眼神。
                                                                               
全身彷彿被綁的死緊死緊,除了眼皮可以眨
                                                                               
其他全是無法動彈。
                 
                                                                               
我望向他蹲在我身旁的"右"腳
                                                                               
腳上是光滑,無毛。
                                                                               
甚至有點水生生物似的油亮。
                                                                               
(是隻青蛙?)
                                                                               
但是,
                                                                               
問題在於,
                                                                               
為什麼是"右"腳?
                                                  

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