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我做了這樣的夢。
                                                                               
                                                                               
我夢見我得去找宜倩，應該是要約去吃飯吧。
                                                                               
但是我來不及了。
                                                                               
時間趕不上。機車也趕不上。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
沒時間了。 宜倩在等吧。
                                                                               
我只記得很著急。
                                                                               
                                                                               
"怎麼辦呢?" 喃喃自語。
                                                                               
"......!!"
                                                                               
"......對齁!!!" 想到了。
                                                                               
                            
                                                                               
我會飛啊。
                                                                               
我都忘記了。
                                                                               
我會飛嘛。
                                                                               
                                                                               
"1~~~2~~~3~~~Hey!"
                                                                               
(助跑.... 一跳!)
                                                                               
                                                                               
升空了。
                                                                               
嚴格說來，這不是飛行。
                                                                               
而是我的腳，可以踩的住空氣。
                                                                               
並不特別柔軟，也不特別堅硬，
                                                                               
腳底感覺不到實體，卻穩穩踏牢。
                           
                                                                               
大踏步的行走在街道，的上空。
                                                                               
跨越人人的頭頂，和車水馬龍的。
                                                                               
                                                                               
(這樣真的有比較快嘛?)
                                                                               
(BGM是叮叮又東東，西塔琴。)
                                                                               
來不及了。
                                                                               
快"走"吧!
                                                                               
                                                                               
腳底下忽然踩到一個舊識的頭頂，的上空3cm。
                                                                               
是我的小學同學。
                                                                               
一個我這輩子難得佩服的天才。
                                                                               
他的臉上充滿著智慧的/詭詐的/淫邪的笑容。

                                                                               
旁邊抱著兩個妹，冷不防的衝我笑著:
                                                                               
"嘿! 怎樣!"
                                                                               
我沒工夫理他了。
                                                                               
                                                                               
踩過他的臉。
                                                                               
                                                                               
大跨步。
                                                                               
                                                                               
在步伐間我瞥到"她"。
                                                                               
                                                                               
"她"。
                                                                               
                                                                               
"......"

"對齁。"
(我不知道我為什麼一直想到這句。甚至在夢裡 這兩個字是閃動的新細明體...)
(齁也是這個齁，令人想到鼻孔，卻始終不會用筆寫。)
                                                                               
                                                                               
到了約定的餐廳。
                                                                               
找不到宜倩。
                                                                               
                                                                               
卻遇到久違的志文。
                                                                               
看起來有點不同。
                                                                               
                                                                               
我總算在這個夢裡問了。
                                                                               
問我最想問的事情。
                                                                               
(因為他在現實中所下的這個決定，我常常放在心裡。)
                                                 
                                                                               
仔細一看，
                                                                               
他的頭髮，已經是蒼蒼白。
                                                                               
稀疏的有黑色，間或。
                                                                               
                                                                               
苦笑。
                                                                               
他說了一個理由吧。
                                                                               
在夢裡，因為現實的在床上睡覺的我，翻身的雜音太大，
                                                                               
沒有聽見。
                                                                               
                                                                               
但他忽然說。
                                                                               
"我現在轉考新聞所了。
                                                                               
而且已經考上了。

你看。"
                                                                               
他給我看的是他的頭髮。
                                                                               
在說完這些話的片刻，
                                                                               
變回黝黑。 根根發亮。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
說著說著 話題似乎聊到了孤單與否的部份。
                                                                               
                                                                               
他指了指對面桌子的女孩，說了聲
                                                                               
"該把握的，還是要好好把握。"
                                                                               
我才想起來，這個女孩，
                                                                               
我從來沒考慮過。

                                                                               
但總是在等。 我。
(就連現在也是 等我和學長在說話!)
                                                                               
定睛一看。
                                                                               
原來她是楊丞琳!!!
                                                                               
她忽然嘟著嘴說一句:
                                                                               
"人家喜歡嘛..." (是不是桂格麥片的slogan啊)
                                                                               
又或是 "口以嘛? 口以嘛?"
總之是這類的吧。
                                                                               
                                                                               
"................................對齁"
                                                                               
                                                                               
忽然才覺得這個女孩 真是正翻了。
                                                                               
                                                                               
夢中的楊丞琳啊，(我只有在作夢的時候才大膽的承認她很正啊。)

                                                                               
我嘴巴顫悠悠的吐出:
                                                                               
"ㄏ~~~~~ㄠ~~~~~ˇ"
                                                                               
話還沒說完。
                                                                               
她的臉孔急速的，
                                                                               
瞬時的，溶解 崩壞。
                                                                               
她變的好老，髮蒼蒼而齒崩色衰。
                                                                               
                                                                               
-------
                                                                               
                                                                               
我則驚醒。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                                   
                                                                               
                                                                               
這是我曾做過的夢。
                                                                               
                                                                               
事實上是今天早上。
                                                                               
                                                                               
一個很容易解讀的夢。
                                                                               
每個元素我都了解背後的涵義。
                                                                               
包括楊丞琳。
            
       
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